Staind - It's Been Awhile：歌詞+中文翻譯

Staind於2001年的歌曲，
這首歌主要敘述著樂團的主唱
Aaron Lewis是怎麼沉迷於毒品中，
讓他周遭的人又一次的失望，
自己也看不起自己，
又成為了自己最討厭的那條可憐蟲。

[Verse 1]

And it's been awhile

已經有一段時間了

Since I could hold my head up high

自從我能夠昂首挺胸

And it's been awhile

已經有一段時間了

Since I first saw you

自從我第一次見到你

And it's been awhile

已經有一段時間了

Since I could stand on my own two feet again

自從我能再次靠我自己站起來

And it's been awhile

已經有一段時間了

Since I could call you

自從我能夠再次打給你

[Chorus]

And everything I can't remember

所有我記不起的事情

As fucked up as it all may seem

雖然看起來一團糟

The consequences that are rendered

所產生的後果

I've stretched myself beyond my means

我已經逼自己到了極限

[Verse 2]

And it's been awhile

已經有一段時間了

Since I could say that I wasn't addicted

自從我能說我沒有上癮

And it's been awhile

已經有一段時間了

Since I can say I love myself as well

自從我能說我也愛自己

And it's been awhile

已經有一段時間了

Since I've gone and fucked things up, just like I always do

自從我又一次搞砸了一切，就像我會幹的事

And it's been awhile

已經有一段時間了

But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you

但當我和你在一起時，所有那些糟糕的事似乎都消失了

[Chorus]

And everything I can't remember

所有我記不起的事情

As fucked up as it all may seem

雖然看起來一團糟

The consequences that I've rendered

我造成的後果

I've gone and fucked things up again, again

我又一次，再一次搞砸了

[Bridge]

Why must I feel this way?

為什麼我必須承受這感覺？

Just make this go away

只想讓這一切消失

Just one more peaceful day

只想再有一個平靜的日子

[Verse 3]

And it's been awhile

已經有一段時間了

Since I could look at myself straight

自從我能直視自己

And it's been awhile since I said I'm sorry

已經有一段時間了，自從我說了我很抱歉

And it's been awhile

已經有一段時間了

Since I've seen the way the candles light your face

自從我看到蠟燭照亮你的臉

And it's been awhile

已經有一段時間了

But I can still remember just the way you taste

但我仍然記得你的味道

[Chorus]

And everything I can't remember

所有我記不起的事情

As fucked up as it all may seem to be, I know it's me

雖然一切看似一團糟，我知道是我自己的問題

I cannot blame this on my father

我不能把這怪罪於我的父親

He did the best he could for me

他已經盡了他最大的努力為我

[Outro]

And it's been awhile

已經有一段時間了

Since I could hold my head up high

自從我能夠昂首挺胸

And it's been awhile

已經有一段時間了

Since I said I'm sorry

自從我說了我很抱歉